Acceptance

Why does my heart still steer me wrong,

Every time I hear our song?
Tell me,
How can my feelings still be so strong,
After all that we've been through, needlessly...
Only hurting one another,
for so long?
When will the nasty butterflies
in my core cease to throng,
With renewed hope, leading me astray,
Each time your eyes
take a tiny break to land my way?
Show me,
What will it finally take my heart,
To put away her dream of "us"
And once and for all admit that,
You and I together, do not belong?

Fickle Sea

I trusted blindly,
In every word you said.
You said jump,
And I only asked when...
I let your lies guide me all the way,
Into unexplored terrain,
Not once thinking,
You might abondon me again...

Worthy

I gave you all of me,
Knowing better,
but still hoping you'd one day
open you eyes and see
that all that I gave,
that all that I was,
was precious enough
to truly cherish,
deserving,
of love and loyalty...
I hoped you'd see
that it was worth the risk
For us to try and be,
a "we" rather than
a separate you,
And a lonesome old me...