Fickle Sea

I trusted blindly,
In every word you said.
You said jump,
And I only asked when...
I let your lies guide me all the way,
Into unexplored terrain,
Not once thinking,
You might abondon me again...


But that's exactly what happened,
As soon as I gave you everything.
You took off swiftly,
leaving me hollow within.
With nothing left to give,
And little will left to live...
You drained me, completely,
of everything worth anything.

No apologies,
And no explanations were given.
Somehow, overnight
I became old news...
I became last nights's "accidental" sin.
I know I seemed willing at the time,
But this, was not what I had in mind...
Stupid me,

I thought I truly had
at least a tiny piece of your heart...


Being young and naive,
I foolishly believed you,
when you told me
I had found my way in,
Only to turn around,
And find you gone the next morning.
So deserted once again,
I lose and you win...
Congratulations to you darling,
You fooled me & got your wish!
Then left me behind,
twisted, broken and reeling.

I hope you enjoy the feeling...
I lose and you win....
I lose everything worth anything,
While you walk away, with another solid win...
And all you had to thoughlessly sacrifice,
For this new and empty victory of yours,
Laced with the venom of betrayal and ice;
Was the shattered heart,
Of "little old me"
Who, despite all the warnings,
chose willingly, to love you,
So completely and recklessly!